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I will let my heart speaks for itself..Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger407125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-58915298612820023562015-06-15T21:43:00.001+08:002015-09-07T02:13:49.286+08:00This is hard!Tahun 4 perubatan adalah nightmare!<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;">3) </span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;">Aku yakin bahawa apa yang aku hadapi hari ini merupakan ujian daripada Allah.Kejayaan didalam sesuatu ujian hanya boleh dicapai dengan bersabar serta mengharapkan ganjaran daripada Allah. Dan aku sentiasa meletakkan harapan yang tinggi bahawa Allah akan menggantikan untukku keadaan yang lebih baik samaada di dunia dan akhirat. Dengan itu aku tidak di himpit kerisauan dan keluh kesah.</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;">4) Aku yakin bahawa jika aku tidak sabar maka apalah gunanya aku merintih? Pastinya rintihan hanya akan menambahkan kesedihan, kerisauan, keluh kesah yang akhirnya membawa padah tidur tidak lena, makan tidak selera dan ibadah tidak bahagia.</span><br style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;" /><br style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;" /><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;">5) Adalah tidak mustahil aku akan ditimpa bencana yang lebih teruk daripada apa yang di alami sekarang. Lantaran itu aku bersyukur kepada Allah terhadap bencana yang aku terima ini Bukankah pepatah ada menyebut ‘sesiapa yang melihat kesusahan orang lain akan merasa ringan kesusahan yang ditanggungnya’.</span><br style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;" /><br style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;" /><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;">6) Musibah yang menimpa diriku bukan pada agamaku. Sesungguhnya yang sebenar-benar musibah itu ialah musibah pada agama iaitu apabila seseorang insan berada didalam kesesatan, kefasikan atau kekufuran. Adapun musibah yang lain daripada itu, sama ada terhadap harta, anak atau diri sendiri semua itu ringan sahaja. Kesannya pun hanya seketika berbanding dengan musibah pada agama serta kesesatannya. Lantaran itu Rasulullah s.a.w. berdoa maksudnya : “ Wahai Tuhanku, janganlah Engkau jadikan musibah kami ke atas agama kami”</span><br style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;" /><br style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;" /><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;">7) Dan yang akhir, sesungguhnya aku sedang menanti pertolongan daripada Allah. Dari satu detik ke satu detik kerana sesungguhnya semua urusan itu di tangan Allah. Berterusannya sesuatu keadaan itu adalah sebahagian daripada perkara yang mustahil.</span><br style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;" /><br style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;" /><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, FreeSerif, serif; line-height: 36.9599990844727px;">Firman Allah SWT. yang bermaksud “…Dan demikianlah Kami tukar gantikan hari-hari itu di antara manusia…” (Surah Ali- Imran ayat 140)</span></span><br />
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Norms! this time next year you are going to graduate too!! fasten your seat belt. the journey is going to be tough.. but enjoy the ride... strive hard!! pleaseee :'(Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-44488012746806812912015-05-05T03:42:00.002+08:002015-05-05T03:42:54.773+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">
3rd week of psychiatry..</div>
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i'm enjoying it.. despite those thick book that I have to master before the end of rotation..</div>
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im freaking scared for the exam!</div>
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final year exam is coming the next few days after psych exam.. </div>
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i should have studied more !!</div>
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night is my pet peeves and biggest enemy!</div>
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too tired to study!</div>
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long hour journey from hospital to Dublin make me feel super exhausted..</div>
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May Allah ease everything...</div>
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love you abah.</div>
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semoga abah tenang disana..</div>
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semalam adik beradik abah semua berkumpul dekat taiping..</div>
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pakwan dtg dri johor.. pakteh pun balik...</div>
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kalau abah ada mesti abah happy..</div>
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<span style="color: red;">consultant : are you a die hard fan of manchester united</span></div>
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I'm currently in 2nd week of psychiatry rotation. </div>
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but I still have not found out the spark that trigger my inner "fun-nnes"..</div>
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The consultant and the team are amzing.</div>
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despite having to commute back and forth from Dublin to Wicklow.. It takes <strike>ages</strike> 1 hour to go there..</div>
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hoping by the end before the final I finished study all of it..</div>
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there is always challenge in everyday</div>
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regardless who you are, what you do and where you be.</div>
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Always be grateful on what you have.</div>
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Be You.!</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-69779004029952388702015-04-02T22:36:00.001+08:002015-04-02T22:36:05.401+08:00GPLast day on GP rotation. I miss it already. Learn a lot from the doctors I have worked with. <div><br></div><div><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-1963362722144132842015-04-02T16:26:00.001+08:002015-04-02T16:26:08.294+08:00Leisure thoughts<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-C7zWdf4OPkI/VRz9HsKQHmI/AAAAAAAACIg/-xM9OyuuwfM/s640/blogger-image-140713805.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-C7zWdf4OPkI/VRz9HsKQHmI/AAAAAAAACIg/-xM9OyuuwfM/s640/blogger-image-140713805.jpg"></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;">I wish i could reach back in time and heal the hearts that had stopped beating too soon. #theHeartSpeaks -Dr Mimi Guarneri</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-37808624662352849762015-03-31T00:33:00.001+08:002015-03-31T00:33:22.214+08:00Random act of kindness can be done in the bus as well 😘😘I was sitting on the upper deck of the bus. Suddenly a man sitting behind me was rushing to get off the bus that he accidentaly dropped her phone on the floor. It disattached into pieces. The back cover had fallen under my seat. I picked it up and called him. "excuse me!" No way. He didnt hear it. Owh no he has gone down. I try to chase her. The bus door was about to close that i shouted "sorry. Ecxuse me!! " . He turned back at me. I handed in his phone back cover. "You dropped this. There you go!" .. He was a bit shocked and suddenly smile at me.. "Thank you very much. You r very nice" . I smile back at him and turn my way back to the empty sit . <div><br></div><div>It might just be a back cover for you. But it could be important for that man to protect his phone battery. </div><div><br></div><div>🚌🚌🚌🚌🚌🚌🚌🚌🚌</div><div><br></div><div>Random act of kindness that I do today. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1Dublin Southside Dublin53.346512 -6.25946tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-9366562006909323732015-03-30T03:15:00.001+08:002015-03-30T03:17:23.107+08:00weekend well spent<div style="text-align: center;">
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1 hour of sweat. Keep my body <strike>glisten</strike> sweat in the cold, windy of Irish weather. </div>
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Second rotation, Obstetric&gynaecology! everything is new! new term. new worlds. doctors pun mcm tak friendly. working in hormone-environment la katakan. it was a tiring rotation. kena datang hospital pukul 8 am balik pukul 5 petang.. straight everyday! dengan 10 case uploads nya.. kena clerk patients everyday. kalau datang lambat nanti dah ada orang clerk patient tu.. Being a patient kan, ko dah tak sihat. mesti lah ko tak nak jumpa orang ramai sangat. tambah2 medical students mcam kitorg ni :O ectopic pregnancy case! memang sangat susah nak dapat. kalau nak clerk pun tak sampai hati sebab patient tengah sedih. Alhamdulillah hari tu jumpa sorg asian's patient. well..being asians kan.. walaupun kita lain negara tapi kita tetap satu rumpun yang sama ;) gittewww.. patient ni baik lah.. dia bagi aku cakap dengan dia.. :) well.. ectopic case. ticked! Apart from that, i think I have started to like obs&gynae dekat2 hujung rotation. realising that I have got the oppurtunity to learn from the first class Obs&Gynae consultant. Prof Malone is one of the best consultant in the world. How cool is that!. tapi.. being a hormone-related consultant, tegas gila weyhhhh... But he is a really good teacher! really good! His knowledge is based on his experience! bayangkan kalau korang nak dia jadi doctor and sambut baby korang. registration fees pun dah 4500 €. baru registration weyh!!! *jauh tersimpang ni* . anywho. nak citer lagi ni.. aku suka bedside teaching obs&gynae. sebab doctors treat us like a doctor. macam registrar to be honest. they aspected us to know all the manegement as in we are going to manage the patients now if the doctors asked us to do so.! wah gituuuu!.. best2.. it actually trained us to think like a real doctor. not to think like a medical student. semua benda x tahu *ketuk kepala sendiri* . Exam time! jangan cakap lah.. memang menangis+ meraung + mnjerit... tak puas stress sorang2 call member nangis sesama.. sampai housemates ketuk pintu tanya okay tak! ;) hahaha stresss weyhhh! too many things to study yet so little time!. Alhamdulillah I surviveddd!!! </div>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Lepas exam. thanx Rotunda for the Good experience</td></tr>
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Third rotation, Medicine and surgery!</div>
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being the only one malaysian yang tercampak sorang2 dekat Galway. 3 jam by train from Dublin. Medical student yang lain semua dari Canada & US. Stressss gila. sebab almost sebulan tak cakap bahasa melayu. cakap dalam hati je :'( *sounds funny tapi tak kelakar okay* first week dekat Galway dah stress. Nasib baik ada Malaysians yang study dekt Galway ni. weekend boleh lepak rumah diorang. Nasib baik ada Yanti. dialah pendengar setia how stress it is to be the only one Malaysian in the group. Pfft.. Nasib baik kakak usrah yanti bagi tahu ada sorang doctor Malaysia dekat Galway clinic. So, aku apa lagi. contact doctor tu cakap la yang aku sorang je malaysian dekat sini. boleh tak nak attach dengan dia. Alhamdulillah Allah permudahkan segalanya. dapat jumpa doctor tu and practice history taking & examinations dengan dia. Dia bawak pergi jumpa patients yang ada positive finding. Overall, at the end i'm kinda like this rotation. I like being in Galway Clinic. Gotta scrub in for surgery. Dapat pegang intestine (usus) by own hand!! how cool was that :) lepas tu Galway clinic ni famous dengan Urologist team. Gotta witness few Robotic prostectomy procedures! Met world class Urologist consultant! *hebatnya diorang ni* Overall I enjoyed everything about medicine&surgery. </div>
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4th rotation, General Practice!</div>
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People said this is the rotation you can sit back , relax and enjoy the ride. Thats what im doing now. goyang kaki, tidor and makan :) *pergi clinic of course*. kena pergi Kilkenny for first GP clinic. people there is so friendly. GP pun baik je. tak pernah marah. kat sini lah first time amik darah dari patient. doktor siap tinggalkan aku sorang2 dalam bilik dengan patient, lepas tu suruh amik darah.? whatttt?????? makcik tu siap tanya lagi "You must have withdrawn so much blood that u're no longer afraid to do it" ... errr makcik.. makcik la first patient ever in my whole life!! tapi gilo nak cakap dekt mak cik tu yang dia adalah orang yang pertama.. I kelentong sikit la... " well, when you've done it so many u dont feel awkward or scared anymore" *with a big fake smile I suppose* dalam hati rasanya dah 10x baca bismillah. sorry makcik. </div>
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Lepas tu GP tu cakap dekat isteri dia " we both hear a very soft systolic murmur on her, I am going to refer her to radiology department for chest xray" .. pastu GP perempuan tu cakap dekat patient sambil jari telunjuk tunjuk dekat aku " She is a very excellent student. we can tell. we knew whether a student is an excellent student in the first 24hours they came in our clinic" *kembang lagi aku.. tapi senyum jelahh..* alhamdulillah. good experience in GP rotation. 2 more week to go before this rotation ended. by right I supposed to finish my portfolio. tapi smpai sekarang tak bergerak.</div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0Dublin, Ireland53.3498053 -6.260309699999993453.0463133 -6.9057566999999933 53.6532973 -5.6148626999999935tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-260328974578581812015-01-26T06:39:00.000+08:002015-01-26T06:39:38.363+08:00language barrierwhen i wrote this blog this particular time. i really fed up with the language barrier that i had during this med school! I'm tired of this!!!!!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-50426804086540038782014-10-10T03:55:00.000+08:002014-10-10T03:55:00.768+08:00kidsPeadiatrics rotation.<div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-68687606382915148602013-10-01T03:40:00.001+08:002013-10-01T03:40:16.039+08:00October is comingEsok 1 October. Maksudnya dah 4 bulan abah pergi. rasa macam baru je abah pergi tinggalkan kami. Aku., aku masih dalam denial yang abah memang betul2 dah xde.. maybe sebab dah biasa duduk jauh dari ibu and abah,, aku rasa mcam abah still ada. it is awkward bila balik rumah summer hari tu takde sapa nak kejut aku bangun tidor. takde sapa nak belikan durian walaupun aku x mintak. takda sapa nak marah2 suruh aku sidai kain.... kadang2 aku saja je biar xnak sidai kain, aku nak tiba2 abah muncul marah2 aku lagi.. dengar suara pun jadi lah... Tapi aku tahu itu memang mustahil! abah dah xde norms! you should move on!<div><br></div><div>aku tahu.. aku sumber kekuatan ibu.. aku tahu ibu tahan sedih dia sampai aku balik.. aku sengaja tahan air mata aku dari mengalir supaya ibu x nampak aku sedih,, aku senyum selebarnya bila ibu tatap wajah aku.. aku cakap dekat ibu yang aku okay and kuat bila ibu tanya keadaan aku..tapi aku tak boleh tipu hari dan perasaan ini.. sebak didada ni Allah je yang tahu,,,, sesaknya sampai sekarang tidak berkurang..</div><div><br></div><div>terbayang lagi last skype dengan abah. setiap kali diakhir perbualan kami abah akan cakap.. "Okay adik, assalamualaikum!" sambil abah angkat tangan.. aku tak sangka itu merupakan lambaian terakhir abah pada aku!!!! kenapa aku x menyedari ituu... kalaulah masa boleh ku putar,, akan ku peluk abah erat2.... </div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Ya Allah,, mengapa aku ni lemahh sangat!depan orang berlagak cool,,, tapi hati ni kau saja yang tahu....</div><div>berikan aku kekuatan yaAllah,,,</div><div>panjangkan lah umur ibu supaya dia dapat melihat aku berjaya... kerja... beranak cucu semua..</div><div>kurniakanlah kesihatan tubuh badan pada ahli keluarga ku...</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>come on Norms,,</div><div>everything will be okay...</div><div>keep moving,,,</div><div><br></div><div>insyaAllah abah akan diletakkan dalam kalangan orang yang beriman.. AMinn</div><div><br></div><div>I love you abah..</div><div>regards, </div><div>Adik </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-67542647538048254512013-05-20T03:25:00.001+08:002013-05-20T03:25:19.223+08:00guide me through this...ALLAH..<br />
I know you're up there watching me...<br />
ALLAH..<br />
this road is tough....<br />
2 days before the exam!<br />
Im freaking out...<br />
too much things to study yet too little time left...<br />
I sacrificed things to succeed this journey..<br />
guide me through this... let me know what should I know..<br />
You're the the Only one who in control of this!<br />
let me pass this exam ya ALLAH!<br />
I wanna spend whole of my summer with ibu!<br />
ALLAH...<br />
I dont blame you to take abah away from us.. coz I know you love him more..<br />
please Allah...... let me pass this exam!! I want to be with my family so badly...<br />
You know how I feel.. I know youre the only one know exactly how I feel..!<br />
Im strong not because anyone else...because I know You're there...<br />
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Im begging you.. guide me through this... let me pass this exam!<br />
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P/S: Allah,I need You in my heart... pretty please....<br />
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Sincerely,<br />
Your servantUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-77245264564710323012013-05-13T01:40:00.001+08:002013-05-13T01:40:00.659+08:00Happy mood:)Sejak abah pergi 1 Mei hari tu tak pernah sekali pun aku mimpi abah :'( setiap hari sebelum tido aku doa yang abah muncul dlm mimpi cakap selamat tinggal ke apa ke ;) I know this sounds so dramatic.. But I am seriousss about this!!! I want to see him at least once :( even in my dream I dont mind....<br />
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Sooo... Hari ni 12 mei.. Mksdnya dh 12 hari abah pergi menghadap ilahi.. Finally I got to meet him.. In my dream of course :') I was falling asleep while studying pathology.. Pkul 2 petang sampai pkul 5.30 petg.. Tido duduk tersandar dekat kerusi study... Haha.. Kenapa kalau tidur petang baru dpt mimpi abah?? Ada time difference jugak ke??? ;) heeee... Itu je nak cakap.. Im glad I can meet him there.. Thanx Allah :') tak menyesal tertidur tadi :'))))))Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-85863616984464760942013-05-06T00:16:00.000+08:002013-05-06T00:16:06.256+08:00Againnn??Pffttttt.. Meleleh lagi air mata ni.... Come on Normmssss!! You can do this.. Kau percaykan Allah kan?? Janji Allah itu pasti..dont ever give up on Him.. Dakan abah selalu..sentiasa ingat..doa anak soleh mampu bantu abah dekat sana... Be strong!! 1 month to go!!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-27217093929733221532013-05-04T03:04:00.001+08:002013-05-04T03:04:12.992+08:00Something to hang in there<div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-4TNIzP0qsAc/UYQKKurRIBI/AAAAAAAAB-8/aOAV5jGPWr4/s640/blogger-image-1997177168.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-4TNIzP0qsAc/UYQKKurRIBI/AAAAAAAAB-8/aOAV5jGPWr4/s640/blogger-image-1997177168.jpg" /></a></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-46580243626359123182013-05-03T17:14:00.001+08:002013-05-03T17:14:18.578+08:00sorrow springdalam kesusutan hati ku.. Dia datangkan keindahan ciptaanNya.. Agar hati itu tahu bahawa ia dicipta bukan untuk jadi sebegitu.. Hang in there Norms! One month to go !!! I know you're strong!!! <div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/--yB68tYRjS4/UYN_3q0l1vI/AAAAAAAAB-U/oPB-vLjoaW8/s640/blogger-image-773490286.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/--yB68tYRjS4/UYN_3q0l1vI/AAAAAAAAB-U/oPB-vLjoaW8/s640/blogger-image-773490286.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-_5BObEqXpAc/UYN_4uL9hlI/AAAAAAAAB-Y/9MMenbPATMM/s640/blogger-image-2023462819.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-_5BObEqXpAc/UYN_4uL9hlI/AAAAAAAAB-Y/9MMenbPATMM/s640/blogger-image-2023462819.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Uq5QykNpGfg/UYN_5QycfwI/AAAAAAAAB-g/7ywSfBQ11MA/s640/blogger-image-1197208866.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-Uq5QykNpGfg/UYN_5QycfwI/AAAAAAAAB-g/7ywSfBQ11MA/s640/blogger-image-1197208866.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-fSMhbWRNs3U/UYN_6OMLq6I/AAAAAAAAB-o/n-vv1ce2KVo/s640/blogger-image-1737063693.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-fSMhbWRNs3U/UYN_6OMLq6I/AAAAAAAAB-o/n-vv1ce2KVo/s640/blogger-image-1737063693.jpg" /></a></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-33113696284622676812013-05-03T03:36:00.001+08:002013-05-03T03:36:17.677+08:00StrongEasy said than done.<br />
Allah give me real strength.. <br />
This tears keep streaming without anything trigger it... Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5758983512561261747.post-41238045193839251512013-05-02T06:13:00.001+08:002013-05-02T06:13:59.933+08:00blog untuk abahAbah, <br />
coreyan malam ini adik tujukan untuk abah..<br />
Now you are gone...<br />
To a better place I believe (insyaAllah)..<br />
Abah okay tak dekat sana? Adik harap abah dapat jawab semua soalan malaikat soal kat abah :) <br />
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Abah..<br />
Tadi adik imamkan solat jenazah ghaib untuk abah...<br />
Adik tak dapat balik jenguk abah buat kali terakhir sebab adik tahu mesti tak sempat punya kalau adik balik pun.. I know you wont aspect me to come back pun kan.. Sebab jauh sangat..<br />
Tapi takpa.. Adik dapat jugk solatkan untuk abah dari bumi Ireland ni.. <br />
Adik harap abah okay dekat sana.. i will always pray for you.... <br />
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Be strong Norms!!<br />
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ya Allah, dengan rahmat-Mu ampunkanlah dosa2 abahku,sejahterakan dia, muliakanlah kedatangannya, lapangkanlah kuburnya. Tetapkanlah dia dalam kalangan hamba2 mu yang beriman :')<br />
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Abah.. Datanglah dalam mimpi adik selalu.. So that i wont feel lonely and kehilangan.. <br />
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Yours sincerely,<br />
Your daughter :)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2