bad dream

hai blog..
Havent update u for quite long huh?!
Nevermind.. Here i am.. Writing new memory that i dont want to forget :)

Well.. I dont know where to start.. Okay there is this guy in my class that I wellll like/admire ;) lolz ohgg cant believe i write it here =_=" okay thats not my point.. So, last night I dream that my friend was talking to him.. and she called this guy with the name that we(my friends and I) used to mention about him everytime we r in the public (so that people wont know who r we tlking about^_^ another lolz) soo he was quite shock coz that name is actually my teddy bear's name: Alola.. and maybe he is shock bcoz now he knows that that teddybear's name has been given as such just bcoz of him... aaaaaaa(i was very emotional watching that dream during that time).. well now he knows that I admire him from far... damnnn!! And now he knows that I like him.. And...in that dreams he fb inbox me asking me politely to forget him and moving on.. I quite pissed of and embarassed at the same time... And everytime I go to the class I always avoiding him.. And i know he also try avoiding me...


And that sad moment make me sick so i decided to wake up from my sleep...

Sighhh.. Thanx god it was just a dream... I dont know what does the dream means.. Should i just forget about him or just moving on as what he wants me to do???

Well i Think i will just make him an indicator for me to attend classes :)) hahaha...

Well...dear Alola.. Can you be less attractive coz i dont want to fail my iC1 exam!! ;) haha crazyyy!!!


Okay back to reality!! struggle for IC1 norms!! Summer is waiting!!

All England 2013

Hey hey!! I went to Birmingham last weekend!!! Cant believe i have watched final matches All England LIVE from National Indoor Arena... Waaaaaaa soooo excited!!! Ok fine.. Should moving on now!! Too much to study at this moment..i hope i can catch up with all those freaking so many syllabus!!! Urghhh why medicine is sooooo damn tough??!

I miss travelling!

Did I say that I miss travelling?? Yes I am! Right now... Intermediate cycle! Please treat me well.. Oh Allah..bagilah aku lukus dengan cemerlang exam hari tu.. Nak balik Malaysia June ni..nk jumpa ibu,abah,lina,epi,along,angah,alang,abgmidi,abg wan n nenek... :( serious cuakkkkkkkkkk!!!

how far has I gone...

I would wonder sometimes how could I go this far??
The 'far' that I have never thought I could reach this far...

i still remember...
Leaving primary school which has taught me how to live life...
leaving my childhood friends to meet new outsider friends...
Being able to know everyone all over the world...
I wonder how......
How can I have been given a chance to witness the world with my own eyes...
I wonder how I can step on the earth that is so strange compare to my origin....
I wonder why....
Why people could change so fast that i hardly recognise them...
I wonder how...
I wonder why...
I wonder when...


Thats so much things in my head that I wonder...

Thanx to Allah for letting me wondering... Coz it made me close to Him...

Post cardsigning

Assalamualaikum..
As you may all know that cardsigning is one of the nightmares for junior cycle RCSI students... Everyone will study so freaking hard for it!! when it is actually contributed 2.5% for final exam...pfftt..

Yeah me being me..i am one of them...
My group didnt get the chance to get even one A for last year's cardsigning as we got the lecturer yang sooooo kedekut markah..erghhh geram... Time tu i was so frustrated and feel like i was sooo stupid... But think back till now im kinda miss our two kedekut markah lecturers..they two all go pursuing their dreams... so this year I manage to get all As for the cardsigning...

When My professor give me an A for the very last cardsigning..he said that i am good..but at that time I dont feel so happy in getting all As.. Its not what i want.. !! Then again I realise that success is not just you got an A for the exams but its actually when you feel satisfied with knowledge that you have..Now if you ask me... im not satisfied with own knowledge at this moment..its somehow leaking somewhere that need to be refueled.. Hurmmm I need those two lecturers yang kedekut markah tu...coz they really teach us the knowledge!! 📓💖
Till then.. I know this is so random..but this what i am thinking at this moment..

Ok bye..
May peace be upon you:)

Being a medical student

Im lying if i say medic is easy...
Im lying if i say there is no time for me to enjoy life...

The truth is...
Medic is hard..
Yet i still got time to watch movie and lagha-ing...

I wont ask time to run slow..coz i know it wont wait for me even a second!

But

I wish i would be able to use time wisely and do whatever i want to and should to..

So dear normi..get a life and get your dreams at the same time!!


Killing two birds with one stone ... All the best!💝

I see things in people

I see many things by looking at people...
How people want to be like other people...
How they want to chase their dreams so badly...
How can they be self-loved so awkwardly?
Chasing dreams while leaving people behind you that is not a true victory...

I do not want to follow that road..
Im going to chase my dream with my own style..
My way... With friends and loved one around me..not by being alone!