when you fail and then somebody give you an ice-cream :)

first and foremost...

i am not selected to pursue my study in IUMC....

yeah..

a bit sad...but i know.."HE" knows the best...

i dont ask for IUMC, but I got the offer for the interview..so when i did'nt get it, i can't blam anyone for that...

HE now give what I really want which is RCSI...

yeah..i got the offere for RCSI interview...

i really want to go there...

but still confuse wheter to grab this chance or changing my way and taking the twinning program...

because, i've heard that study in RCSI is kinda tough... because RCSI rate of students failure sangat tinggi due to the fact die private U kan.. memang amik kesempatan la nak fail kan budak... haish(scary giler)

but then..when i asked my senior, there are few of them said that you wont fail if you study...

yeah!!! betol...

if i struggle hard x kan x boleh lepas kan....

in fact actually MARA x nak hantar dh studnts pegi RCSI sebab cost tinggi and plus problem dengan rate of failure tu..

but then when IUMC only take few students, so MARA has to send jugak students pegi RCSI...

so there'll be 24 of us yang dapat RCSI..

kaunselor cakap 24 of us ni adelah orang yang kaunselor pilih...

those yang terpilih ni adalah orang yang kaunselor percaya boleh survive in RCSI...

even MARA has approval us to go to RCSI..

so, what does it means normi?

meaning that, kaunselor and MARA belief that you can survive in RCSI...

klau x diorg xkan hantar dah bdak pegi RCSI..dahla mahal..

you're very luck babe!

so why am I still doubt with my own capability???

see...that's yOur problem..

you always underestimate yOurself!

you know you can do it! why u still doubting this??

i think i'll go to RCSI..

it's full year course in IRELAND or Bahrain (i dont wanna go to Bahrain)..

ahhh..still confusing...

RCSI or PMC??

i think my heart says RCSI!

so people..any ideas?

please...i really need your support and advice :(