guide me through this...

ALLAH..
I know you're up there watching me...
ALLAH..
this road is tough....
2 days before the exam!
Im freaking out...
too much things to study yet too little time left...
I sacrificed things to succeed this journey..
guide me through this... let me know what should I know..
You're the the Only one who in control of this!
let me pass this exam ya ALLAH!
I wanna spend whole of my summer with ibu!
ALLAH...
I dont blame you to take abah away from us.. coz I know you love him more..
please Allah...... let me pass this exam!! I want to be with my family so badly...
You know how I feel.. I know youre the only one know exactly how I feel..!
Im strong not because anyone else...because I know You're there...

Im begging you.. guide me through this... let me pass this exam!

P/S: Allah,I need You in my heart... pretty please....

Sincerely,
Your servant

Happy mood:)

Sejak abah pergi 1 Mei hari tu tak pernah sekali pun aku mimpi abah :'( setiap hari sebelum tido aku doa yang abah muncul dlm mimpi cakap selamat tinggal ke apa ke ;) I know this sounds so dramatic.. But I am seriousss about this!!! I want to see him at least once :( even in my dream I dont mind....


Sooo... Hari ni 12 mei.. Mksdnya dh 12 hari abah pergi menghadap ilahi.. Finally I got to meet him.. In my dream of course :') I was falling asleep while studying pathology.. Pkul 2 petang sampai pkul 5.30 petg.. Tido duduk tersandar dekat kerusi study... Haha.. Kenapa kalau tidur petang baru dpt mimpi abah?? Ada time difference jugak ke??? ;) heeee... Itu je nak cakap.. Im glad I can meet him there.. Thanx Allah :') tak menyesal tertidur tadi :'))))))

Againnn??

Pffttttt.. Meleleh lagi air mata ni.... Come on Normmssss!! You can do this.. Kau percaykan Allah kan?? Janji Allah itu pasti..dont ever give up on Him.. Dakan abah selalu..sentiasa ingat..doa anak soleh mampu bantu abah dekat sana... Be strong!! 1 month to go!!

Something to hang in there

sorrow spring

dalam kesusutan hati ku.. Dia datangkan keindahan ciptaanNya.. Agar hati itu tahu bahawa ia dicipta bukan untuk jadi sebegitu.. Hang in there Norms! One month to go !!! I know you're strong!!!

Strong

Easy said than done.
Allah give me real strength..
This tears keep streaming without anything trigger it...

blog untuk abah

Abah,
coreyan malam ini adik tujukan untuk abah..
Now you are gone...
To a better place I believe (insyaAllah)..
Abah okay tak dekat sana? Adik harap abah dapat jawab semua soalan malaikat soal kat abah :)

Abah..
Tadi adik imamkan solat jenazah ghaib untuk abah...
Adik tak dapat balik jenguk abah buat kali terakhir sebab adik tahu mesti tak sempat punya kalau adik balik pun.. I know you wont aspect me to come back pun kan.. Sebab jauh sangat..
Tapi takpa.. Adik dapat jugk solatkan untuk abah dari bumi Ireland ni..
Adik harap abah okay dekat sana.. i will always pray for you....

Be strong Norms!!

ya Allah, dengan rahmat-Mu ampunkanlah dosa2 abahku,sejahterakan dia, muliakanlah kedatangannya, lapangkanlah kuburnya. Tetapkanlah dia dalam kalangan hamba2 mu yang beriman :')

Abah.. Datanglah dalam mimpi adik selalu.. So that i wont feel lonely and kehilangan..

Yours sincerely,
Your daughter :)

Abah, I Love You!

Im gonna be fine..