Tuesday, 15 December 2009
exam is over....
the moral of the story is work harder next time!!!!
u can do it dr.normi!!!!
still confuse what country i wanna choose,,,,UK or ireland or POLAND!!!
we heard MARA is currently shortage of money..hmmm so there will be excess demand occur..in order to solve this problem government shOuld intervene by changing the country that will be more cheaper than UK and ireland...sigh haha
Friday, 4 December 2009
After we discuss about that, the naqibah ask us to give another issue to discuss. So I give them a topic which is Cinta di alam persekolahan. Bits lame right..it was just an idea babe. They agree to talk about this issue. So, I tried to confess about something that i keep in my heart for such a long time i guess. “what if you like someone but you does not want to like him?”. I think the question was really come from heart by that time and i really want the answer for that question.
I think i have already got the answer!!!
let him free...if we really meant for each other..he will reappear in your live one day!
So, to the person who may concern...I let you free!!!! Because my life has to move on...my jOurney is just about to start..i don’t want my feeling slacked it up! So i can say it nOw that really get rid of you from my heart!!
Monday, 12 October 2009
Im currently doing the biology report but then suddenly something is playing in my head now. In English class today we were discussing about adolescence poem..my group did ‘u never understand me’ poem..that is nOt what i want to talk about now..i want to talk about fats’s poem which is sweet sixteen..we were discussing about what u have done when you are 16 years old...i was wondering about it when i performed my asar prayer;) (hehe x khusyuk)..ok! i’m asking myself now..who are u when u r 16 year old girl??? From what i remember..16 years old is when i entered MRSM Taiping as a form four student..this is where my journey continued. I transformed from a hate to say a bad girl i guess into pretty kind girl=) seriously!!!! MARESMART thought me so much things in various perspective...when i was 16 i studied quite a distance from my house which is in the Teluk Intan Perak..compare to MRSM Pasir Salak which is too near with my hOuse which my parents can and always come to visit me almost every week..but then there in MARESMART my parents only came to visit me about once per month but sometimes twice a month... You know being apart from your parents will make u pretty sad..u might even miss your mom vOice n also imaging yOur favourite mom’s cook in front of you now, but then it was just an imagination... this is where my maturity appeared! I learnt how my life should go on without someone that u love are around. my journey towards succeed must go on without them but their spirit n soul r always supporting me n wake me up each time i fall down. This is when i start to think about my future.. when i was 16 i also learnt how to control myself..u know.. as a teenager we cant run from having a crush or something related to love..yup i had admired someone...but then i don’t know why(might be metaphysical claim) i felt uneasy. My heart is like separating into two pisces..either love or keep on single..u know what i choose?? I choose being single! Yup come again it is a metaphysical claim! I cant explain why..maybe im afraid being a heartbroken..maybe it is better that way ..being a single with no problem=) but i still finding why me myself will feel uncomfortable when i admire someone..i got the answer here..in MARA College BAnting...i don’t know who said that to me..but what i know is that my tears fall down when i heard that words..it is really the answer that i really trying to find.. the word is.. “bila kta suka pada seseorang manusia itu kadangkala kita rasa x sedap hati..apakah maknanya? Itu tandanya Allah x nak apabila kamu bersamanya kamu akan melupakan-Nya. Sesunguhnya Allah sangat merindui kamu dan menyayangimu lebih dari si dia menyayangi kamu” it might not give any effect to u readers!!but it really give me the answer of what i feel about love..sO Mr.Love( i don’t know who coz he is not appear in my life yet) i really hope when i meet u..u don’t really mind if my love is separated into two pisces...i might give u 40% of my love to u but my 60% love is not for u my dear..it is for the one that loves me more than u do...n i hve to love him more than i love u..he is the creator of you n I..he is our god..he is the Almighty ALLAH!!
The question when i was 16 is finally answered here in kmb!!
Sunday, 11 October 2009
Monday, 28 September 2009
Friday, 4 September 2009
Wednesday, 26 August 2009
Monday, 24 August 2009
the day i wait has come in real!!!!HOSPITAL ATTACHMENT!!!actually it suppose to be on saturday n sunday..bUt it was postponed to today n tomorrow....it is very fascinating day for me...at first we have been attached to Accident n emergency department..quiet bored there bcOz there are only few patients coming...But still interesting..at first we are watching our doctor treating her patients and then she asked us to walk around the ER room n see all the medicine there...then we enter the dressing room where there is a nurse clean up patients' wound...hahaahaha Zatil cannot stand with the wound n she went to the toilet,,,i dont know what she do in the toilet...vOmit maybe=P then there is one case that involve a 'popo'
so called nenek la...she's having a heart attack kot...then her son like screaming around and ask for doctor to treat her mum..By that time I feel like..oh mY god..am I entering the ER channel now..its absolutely resemble all that happened in ER series...mAn...it make me feel dumb for a second...there was crying n caring nurse asked them to be patience...We were stand 10 metre away from the curtain..We wish we can enter that side but there are too many nurses n doctors inside..we afraid they will reject us!!bUt then our lovely n kind doctor call us to enter the room!!!Yeeeeey!!!!there are 18 of them work together on treating that nenek....there is one time the nenek's heart is stop beating...n they are one nurse who did the 'ala yg tekan2 tu kan'...then her heartbeat turn to normal back....the doctor who leads that treatment is a malay..soft-spoken man i think..very polite,,,,OOooo mY....he talks very gentle n slow..after the nenek is in stable they bring her to ICU...then after that there is one aunt coming with her maid..based on the nurse(kak mashitah kot) she said the aunt is having constipation..So, kak mashitah will give her a medicine by put something into the aunt's but=P hehehe..astaghfirullahalazim bUlan puasa x baik bayang benda merepek ok!!!!dah2..tuka topik...ok A&E x best sgt pun...after 12pm we asked the doctor to go out for break..then we hang out at the lobby...then Yanti's uncle which is the general manager there came n he brought us to the premier ward which is the first class ward...damn bEautiful!!!!u know how much it cost per day..its about RM1000++ per day...there are two tv plasma inside there..one part like mini office...dining table n sofa..it has two shower...one refrigerator...absolutely like a hOuse....we lepak there n watch TV..after that uncle nasirruddin bring us to see the bilik mayat..hehehe lucky us it is locked...hahaha...then we ask us him to enter the operation theater(OT)..sO he brought us to OT n negotiate with the people there,,they aloud us to enter the OT but one by one...sEems i cannot pray so i go first la...i changed my clothes..n wait for the doctor at the break room..the operation suppose to be at 2.30 pm. but it started at 3.15 i guess...when the doctor come,the nurse call me...when i enter the OT..she brief me a little bit..n warned me not to touch anything that are green in colour..especially apparatus la kan..then the doctor called me..."medical student!!come here....give her a chair...n i stand on the chair n watch the operation...LIVE n I was alone ok!!!!!!!!!!it was thoracic surgery...the doctor want to take of the infected thyroid!!it last for one hour....oh my god..i stand aboUt one hOur withOut feeling any tired...hahahaha bestnyer....Yanti n Zatil x sempat nk tgOk..sO esok kot diorg msuk OT..gOod Luck kOrang..i feel like in heaven u know...how's the OT???it was really cold!!!!there are 6-10 people in there...what else.>>??nothing else dh kot..thats all...toodles!!
Sunday, 23 August 2009
Friday, 14 August 2009
Do we realize that ALLAH misses us!
HE misses your voice!
HE misses yOur tear!
HE wants you to ask him for help!!!
now i'm realise! no wonder this week is so horrible to me...Maybe ALLAH wanted to let me know that HE misses me...I just realise it when the ustaz that has given the ceramah yesterday...Ya Allah..how can I do this to yOu...i didnt read the Al-Quran this week!!oh Allah i was too busy with other things till i forget abOut my preparation to meet yOu =( sorry ALLAH... I really need yOu!!dOnt run away from me please! pease give me yOur hidayah so that i'll be a good muslimah...thanx ALLAH for all your nikmat! and thanx to you too for giving me a sign that you misses me...insyaAllah i will try to balance my life btween duniawi n ukhrawi...
Dr. Normi Zafirah Bt Mohd Isha
Thursday, 30 July 2009
Monday, 20 July 2009
It has been such a long time I am not updating my my blog. Well, currently in KMB. You know hOw kmb looks like right? I really am having one’s hands full. Oooh man..i really don’t have the idea what else I want to say..hUrmmm..My class? Im in M09F…I seat at the back..What?ooo don’t worry im nOt losing my focus even I seat at the back..dOn’t worry dear…what else? Oh Im fasting today..it is israk mikraj day right…sO im fasting..im tad of hungry now=P but never mind, 3 more hours to go normi!!!chayoo!! hMm one things I don’t like about being here is every morning I wake up..i always wondering wHat is going to happen today? Do I deserve here? What happen if I do not score in IB? wHat is my faith today? It sounds like thick in the head right? bUt this are what I feel everyday especially Monday morning=) hahahaha…it is like a fish out of water..IB ooo IB..I really hope I can fight with IB n get excellence results!!! IBelieve 45!!! I have to work hard or else I will miss the boat.Remember! success is a journey..it is not a destination….
Oooh ya!!! This weekend Im going to alamanda..i want to buy something that I can wear for ladies night..the themes is fantasy…but I have no idea about the costumes=) lalalalala just wait n see…I will upload my photo as soon as possible next two week ok!!!oh ya!!on 6th August, Im going back home..for 4 days!!our college will be used for Independence day celebration..
Monday, 13 July 2009
Wednesday, 8 July 2009
Tuesday, 30 June 2009
qUite ok..everbOdy in the class are very cooperative fOr this mean time=P
my english tEacher is graduated from UiTM..sHe's taking TESL..my cHemi teacher is gRaduated from canada..sHe's taking chemical engineerng..mY econoMics teacher also gradUated from canada...of course she's taking bUsiness n economics..in economic class, the teacher asked us tO write oUr charesteristic in a small green paper..sO i wrote it 'i love pink as most of my stuff is pink' 'im wearing specs' 'i love surfing the internet'..oK dOne..actually its not whAt i want tO talk abOut...actually after writing our criteria in that paper..teacher will collect the paper n pUt it inside a small beg..tHen we ha ve to puT the paper randOmly...after we took the paper we have to guess wHo the person is..I've gOt an MCKK sTudents...sO i asked him he is from where n how many chIldren that he has...n also what his fav sOng=P hahaha...that is my trick actually...the teacher will going to asked us tO introduce our friends in that paper...when i introducing him tO my friends i turn up my vOice when i said his fav sOng is stay from estrellla....guess whAt???hahahaa teacher asked him to sing!!!!kueng kueng...at first he was nOt willing to sing..but at last he sing...fall fOr u sOng i gUess..hahaha..n than after class i juz smiling at him..n laughing i guess...whAt his name??hehehe i fOrgoT his name already la..u know its the first class...ask me later...ok la im going tO finish my twilight bOok by tOday or else i have tO postpone it tO next week..there are sO much things tO be dOne..sO adioz=) wish me in IB eyh...im trying to lOve IB
Sunday, 28 June 2009
last word from me tO myself….
“nOrmi!stUdy hard….be confidence in wHat u dO..dOnt ever give up..yOur sacrifices will pay u back with yOur success..as the saying gOes sUccess needs sacrifices!!!sO…learn tO love IB..just thinking tHat IB is fUn..go with the flow n u woNt feel stress
Monday, 22 June 2009
i'm leaving to KMB=(
miss my hOme already..
miss my messy bed;P
miss my 7 mOnth hOneymoOn
my niece; baby lina
its time for me to moVe fOrward!!!
mOve tOward shIning stArs!!!!
sUccess is waiting fOr u!!!
improve yOur english ok!!!!
dOnt give uP...
keep on reading al-Quran ok=)
dont be lazy!!
always tHink positive!!!!
wait for me!!
p/s: im gOing tO stay at coNcorde inn hOtel...anYone that stay there tOo???
Thursday, 18 June 2009
Wednesday, 17 June 2009
Monday, 15 June 2009
Sunday, 7 June 2009
baskin robin ice cream=)
bUt lUckily ibU n abah r not yelling at us..tHey said it’s a process of learning…jUst imagine if this is nOt happening..did I kNow hOw tO open waja pUnya bonet depan>??did I know camner nK handle klau batteri kOng?hUh that’s what we call an unexpected lesson..huahuahua….
P/s: oyt cOusins!!ader lagi ker can nK day-Out again???hUahuahua..pKir 2-3 kali..nK pegi jalan2 lgi skali kena service kreta…hahha oVER la pLak..wHatever it is im very tired ri8 nOw....
time ni tGah teNsion
on the way balik..11.08 p.m. mcM peGi cLubbing plK balik lmBat=P