journey to be a Dr.Normi

tomorrow the Monday class will be started as usual and as usual i'm afraid to face tomorrow...sO many think playing in my head..sigh..i have to be strong..Overcome my sleepy mode!nOrmi you can do it...SUCCESS nees sacrifices....Dr.Normi!!!!

Reflection
1) priority comes first!!!!
2) be more hardworking....
3) study harder..
4) read moreeeeeee!

cuti..cuti...

currently in hOliday mOod=D yippieee
exam is over....
the moral of the story is work harder next time!!!!
u can do it dr.normi!!!!
still confuse what country i wanna choose,,,,UK or ireland or POLAND!!!
we heard MARA is currently shortage of money..hmmm so there will be excess demand occur..in order to solve this problem government shOuld intervene by changing the country that will be more cheaper than UK and ireland...sigh haha

something to ponder...

Today got Bio test...I don’t want to talk about is because I can say that it is quite hard. Sigh... im very sad today..and lucky we got usrah today. For me usrah is not a burden either a big trouble, yet it is some kind like an activity where u can relax your mind and think about islam for a while. Perhaps it is not just about islam, but it is also about life. Today we discuss about “Intention”. The point is what is our intention when we study and taking the exam..is it all because of the Almighty Allah..? or it is because you want to show off and proud about yourself....i was thinking about there before..Yup..it is not easy to determine what is the real intention why we study..i also don’t have the exact answer for that question. If mark scheme is present for that particular question i bet it will be one bundle of paper printed with all the anwers.
After we discuss about that, the naqibah ask us to give another issue to discuss. So I give them a topic which is Cinta di alam persekolahan. Bits lame right..it was just an idea babe. They agree to talk about this issue. So, I tried to confess about something that i keep in my heart for such a long time i guess. “what if you like someone but you does not want to like him?”. I think the question was really come from heart by that time and i really want the answer for that question.

I think i have already got the answer!!!
let him free...if we really meant for each other..he will reappear in your live one day!

So, to the person who may concern...I let you free!!!! Because my life has to move on...my jOurney is just about to start..i don’t want my feeling slacked it up! So i can say it nOw that really get rid of you from my heart!!

sweet 16

Im currently doing the biology report but then suddenly something is playing in my head now. In English class today we were discussing about adolescence poem..my group did ‘u never understand me’ poem..that is nOt what i want to talk about now..i want to talk about fats’s poem which is sweet sixteen..we were discussing about what u have done when you are 16 years old...i was wondering about it when i performed my asar prayer;) (hehe x khusyuk)..ok! i’m asking myself now..who are u when u r 16 year old girl??? From what i remember..16 years old is when i entered MRSM Taiping as a form four student..this is where my journey continued. I transformed from a hate to say a bad girl i guess into pretty kind girl=) seriously!!!! MARESMART thought me so much things in various perspective...when i was 16 i studied quite a distance from my house which is in the Teluk Intan Perak..compare to MRSM Pasir Salak which is too near with my hOuse which my parents can and always come to visit me almost every week..but then there in MARESMART my parents only came to visit me about once per month but sometimes twice a month... You know being apart from your parents will make u pretty sad..u might even miss your mom vOice n also imaging yOur favourite mom’s cook in front of you now, but then it was just an imagination... this is where my maturity appeared! I learnt how my life should go on without someone that u love are around. my journey towards succeed must go on without them but their spirit n soul r always supporting me n wake me up each time i fall down. This is when i start to think about my future.. when i was 16 i also learnt how to control myself..u know.. as a teenager we cant run from having a crush or something related to love..yup i had admired someone...but then i don’t know why(might be metaphysical claim) i felt uneasy. My heart is like separating into two pisces..either love or keep on single..u know what i choose?? I choose being single! Yup come again it is a metaphysical claim! I cant explain why..maybe im afraid being a heartbroken..maybe it is better that way ..being a single with no problem=) but i still finding why me myself will feel uncomfortable when i admire someone..i got the answer here..in MARA College BAnting...i don’t know who said that to me..but what i know is that my tears fall down when i heard that words..it is really the answer that i really trying to find.. the word is.. “bila kta suka pada seseorang manusia itu kadangkala kita rasa x sedap hati..apakah maknanya? Itu tandanya Allah x nak apabila kamu bersamanya kamu akan melupakan-Nya. Sesunguhnya Allah sangat merindui kamu dan menyayangimu lebih dari si dia menyayangi kamu” it might not give any effect to u readers!!but it really give me the answer of what i feel about love..sO Mr.Love( i don’t know who coz he is not appear in my life yet) i really hope when i meet u..u don’t really mind if my love is separated into two pisces...i might give u 40% of my love to u but my 60% love is not for u my dear..it is for the one that loves me more than u do...n i hve to love him more than i love u..he is the creator of you n I..he is our god..he is the Almighty ALLAH!!

The question when i was 16 is finally answered here in kmb!!

extremely bUsy

currenTly facing with wHat we call sTudy in preSsUre...!!
chayoOo Dr. Normi!

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