how far has I gone...

I would wonder sometimes how could I go this far??
The 'far' that I have never thought I could reach this far...

i still remember...
Leaving primary school which has taught me how to live life...
leaving my childhood friends to meet new outsider friends...
Being able to know everyone all over the world...
I wonder how......
How can I have been given a chance to witness the world with my own eyes...
I wonder how I can step on the earth that is so strange compare to my origin....
I wonder why....
Why people could change so fast that i hardly recognise them...
I wonder how...
I wonder why...
I wonder when...


Thats so much things in my head that I wonder...

Thanx to Allah for letting me wondering... Coz it made me close to Him...

Post cardsigning

Assalamualaikum..
As you may all know that cardsigning is one of the nightmares for junior cycle RCSI students... Everyone will study so freaking hard for it!! when it is actually contributed 2.5% for final exam...pfftt..

Yeah me being me..i am one of them...
My group didnt get the chance to get even one A for last year's cardsigning as we got the lecturer yang sooooo kedekut markah..erghhh geram... Time tu i was so frustrated and feel like i was sooo stupid... But think back till now im kinda miss our two kedekut markah lecturers..they two all go pursuing their dreams... so this year I manage to get all As for the cardsigning...

When My professor give me an A for the very last cardsigning..he said that i am good..but at that time I dont feel so happy in getting all As.. Its not what i want.. !! Then again I realise that success is not just you got an A for the exams but its actually when you feel satisfied with knowledge that you have..Now if you ask me... im not satisfied with own knowledge at this moment..its somehow leaking somewhere that need to be refueled.. Hurmmm I need those two lecturers yang kedekut markah tu...coz they really teach us the knowledge!! 📓💖
Till then.. I know this is so random..but this what i am thinking at this moment..

Ok bye..
May peace be upon you:)

Being a medical student

Im lying if i say medic is easy...
Im lying if i say there is no time for me to enjoy life...

The truth is...
Medic is hard..
Yet i still got time to watch movie and lagha-ing...

I wont ask time to run slow..coz i know it wont wait for me even a second!

But

I wish i would be able to use time wisely and do whatever i want to and should to..

So dear normi..get a life and get your dreams at the same time!!


Killing two birds with one stone ... All the best!💝

I see things in people

I see many things by looking at people...
How people want to be like other people...
How they want to chase their dreams so badly...
How can they be self-loved so awkwardly?
Chasing dreams while leaving people behind you that is not a true victory...

I do not want to follow that road..
Im going to chase my dream with my own style..
My way... With friends and loved one around me..not by being alone!

Being a humanbeing

Assalamualaikum..it was such a long time for me not writing things inside this blog... There was nothing to tell..i rather kept those stories in my head...

But not this one..not this story!!

Well.. As you may know or u may not know... I like to look at people...i like to judge people..not judging actually..well it is interprating a person character to be exact.. Yess! weird huh?!but that is me! Love to interprate people by looking at their action,personality and etc...



So yeah..since im coming here in IReland..i realise more and more about people..how people change..a lot!!


I saw people become so selfish about themselves..and how they dont bother about others..

So..me being me..i interprate that..and i know it was wrong..and i know this will actually burdening other people life somemore...

I hate being a selfish girl..but when this selfish human acting selfishly towards other and im the one has to take care about others...sometimes my heart always screaming 'Sampai bila???'


I always tell my heart that no matter what happen..just stay who you are..be Normi that wont leave her friends alone in the dark..let the selfish run wherever they run and see how far they will go...so yeah..Dear heart..hold me tight..i want to stay who am i now....

Suratku kepadaNya untukmu

Ya Allah... Sampaikan salam rinduku kepadanya.....Supaya aku menjadi kerinduannya...

Aminnnn👫👑

New life

What a short periof of time.. I feel like i have been living at home for only a while.. Now the new life has began..junior cycle 3 has arrived..new challenge to go through.. I wish i will manage to pass through this..
Just having meeting with the director of MARA.. There is one student of our batch has to repeat his year again..pity boy! -Allah knows best-
There are 19 of my batch got first class honour for this year's exam! Am proudnof my batch KITA.. We are soooo gooddd 😄

Soo i wish Jc3 will treat us well!! Welcome to JC3 Norms... Strive your best to achive ur dream! First class honour again please!  Hangout time can wait! summer will be just around the corner! you dont have to wait for it to come..it will come to you when it's time 😃