


have you ever feel like you do not know who control yourself..it's either purposely or unpurposely...
that's how i feel now...i feel like my soul is not in my body...
i'm too lazy to do my IB work, even i know that it is very important 4 my future..
IB coursework will determine either i'm going to fly or not...
i'm so afraid i dont get the opportunity to study abroad in ireland..bcoz everybody put high hope on me..
sometime i feel like it is so burden to me when i know that i will not succeed if i dont do my assignment..
i really dont understand myself..
i know that i really have to struggle in IB bcoz it is like the last checkpoint which decide i will fly or not...
i want to fly!~~~~
i really want to.