blog untuk abah

Abah,
coreyan malam ini adik tujukan untuk abah..
Now you are gone...
To a better place I believe (insyaAllah)..
Abah okay tak dekat sana? Adik harap abah dapat jawab semua soalan malaikat soal kat abah :)

Abah..
Tadi adik imamkan solat jenazah ghaib untuk abah...
Adik tak dapat balik jenguk abah buat kali terakhir sebab adik tahu mesti tak sempat punya kalau adik balik pun.. I know you wont aspect me to come back pun kan.. Sebab jauh sangat..
Tapi takpa.. Adik dapat jugk solatkan untuk abah dari bumi Ireland ni..
Adik harap abah okay dekat sana.. i will always pray for you....

Be strong Norms!!

ya Allah, dengan rahmat-Mu ampunkanlah dosa2 abahku,sejahterakan dia, muliakanlah kedatangannya, lapangkanlah kuburnya. Tetapkanlah dia dalam kalangan hamba2 mu yang beriman :')

Abah.. Datanglah dalam mimpi adik selalu.. So that i wont feel lonely and kehilangan..

Yours sincerely,
Your daughter :)

Abah, I Love You!

Im gonna be fine..

hair stands on end

21 more days before the final exams.. I feel so unprepared.. scared to death? absolutely! who dont? Medicine is hard! yesssssss it is! at this moment I feel like giving up.. but deep inside I know that is not the best decision to make.. the fact that how far that I have gone is the one that wake me up from this bad intention! No Norms... dont ever feel that way! you're not  a quitter.. a muslim wont choose giving up as the option.. ingat pesan imam Syafie :"Bila kamu tidak tahan lelahnya belajar, maka kamu akan menanggung peritnya kebodohan"

I know at this moment you will have mixture of feelings when you see your friends lokk so prepared and they know everything, dont be sad Norms.. You still got time.. even what they know can give you knowlege.. in a way you know something that you dont at least :)) soooo just thinking that learning is fun!!

I lovvveeee microbiologyyyyyy! :D

lets finish this strong Normi!!!

there must be a beautiful colorful rainbow after heavy rain:)

till then.
may peace be upon you.

yours sincerely,
Normi Zafirah

Beaumont's life

here I am again.. stuck in my blog..doodling something that I dont have any idea what it is all about..

Beaumont's life is gettin so tiring.. people in the class start to decline.. everyone decided to study by their own instead of being sleepy in the class especially for microbiology lectures . Sigh

Me being me. I'm not the kind of person who can study by own, or else I will wasting my time and stupid thing instead of facing the real book...


I AM TIRED. I DONT WANT TO FAIL MY IC1 exam! pleaseeeeeee Normsss workkkkk hardddddddd!!! <3 p="">
 P/S : I love you! (talking to myself... (who else wanna love me instead of myself right ;) )


okay lahhh,,

I need to make sure I a finish CALPATH soonn! soon Norm! not later ahhh....


till then,, bye folks

:D

hectic life

Assalamualikum to all,
Ive been very busy lately, with all dunia stuff of course :(
Intermediate cycle is getting toughe I would say.. I am too tired to study at night. and the next morning I wake up, I have to go back to hospital and attending lectures. and the cycle goes round like that every day.. DAMN tired,,, sigh

I dont know what to do. I guess this is what we call the hardship of being a medical student. Now I know how it feel! exhausted-too tired-too sleepy-too stress-y?.. simply say all too!

oh god. guide me! I dont want to fail this exam! I dont want to ruin my summer holiday and get back to Dublin earlier than it suppose to be.. well flight has been booked! so Normi! lets finish this strong! I know you can do this!!!

gambatte kudasai! :DD

XOXO
myself 🌷❤⭐🌷🌷🌷🌷

bad dream

hai blog..
Havent update u for quite long huh?!
Nevermind.. Here i am.. Writing new memory that i dont want to forget :)

Well.. I dont know where to start.. Okay there is this guy in my class that I wellll like/admire ;) lolz ohgg cant believe i write it here =_=" okay thats not my point.. So, last night I dream that my friend was talking to him.. and she called this guy with the name that we(my friends and I) used to mention about him everytime we r in the public (so that people wont know who r we tlking about^_^ another lolz) soo he was quite shock coz that name is actually my teddy bear's name: Alola.. and maybe he is shock bcoz now he knows that that teddybear's name has been given as such just bcoz of him... aaaaaaa(i was very emotional watching that dream during that time).. well now he knows that I admire him from far... damnnn!! And now he knows that I like him.. And...in that dreams he fb inbox me asking me politely to forget him and moving on.. I quite pissed of and embarassed at the same time... And everytime I go to the class I always avoiding him.. And i know he also try avoiding me...


And that sad moment make me sick so i decided to wake up from my sleep...

Sighhh.. Thanx god it was just a dream... I dont know what does the dream means.. Should i just forget about him or just moving on as what he wants me to do???

Well i Think i will just make him an indicator for me to attend classes :)) hahaha...

Well...dear Alola.. Can you be less attractive coz i dont want to fail my iC1 exam!! ;) haha crazyyy!!!


Okay back to reality!! struggle for IC1 norms!! Summer is waiting!!

All England 2013

Hey hey!! I went to Birmingham last weekend!!! Cant believe i have watched final matches All England LIVE from National Indoor Arena... Waaaaaaa soooo excited!!! Ok fine.. Should moving on now!! Too much to study at this moment..i hope i can catch up with all those freaking so many syllabus!!! Urghhh why medicine is sooooo damn tough??!